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Name: R
Birthday: 1/5/1987
Gender: Male


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Member Since: 7/2/2004

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Saturday, July 03, 2004

Sometimes...it feels like its me givin up things just so it can fit in your schedule...and well im going crazy...Anyways  its not like you dont want to be with me because it seems like other people are more of a priority than I am. I remember when things would to be so clear that I loved you and that you loved me...simpleas that. We used to Chat online for hella long, but now it seems like each day it gets harder to say I Love You. I used to see the positves in my life, but now I can only see the negatives...iono im really confused on what is happening, really what you said in that letter about us being closer over summer was a lie because it seems like summer has drifted us further apart rather than us becoming closer.....


Friday, July 02, 2004

 

An Empty Love

 

 

looking upon the silenced night, a silenced room, a silenced feeling creeping up inside,

 

a cold feeling of loneliness  floats into my presence, still lying awake or asleep in my head,

 

hunched up, emptiness feels my soul, so tired, so weary, so worn out,

 

still thinking about the most important person in my life, and I reminisce about you,

 

caring for nothing else except your heart, your soul, and your love,

 

maybe I’m to much in love, but wat more can I do,

 

all I can say is this feeling hurts…just thinking of you…